View of sailboats just east of our docks.
Mallery has had 1 major seizure now, with her violently rolling on the floor and her legs shaking. Now, I know they are seizures. The Dr. thought maybe her blood sugars were getting too low, so I have increased her eating and or snacks to 4 times a day. She is eating really good and seems to have lots of energy, but seems to be confused a lot or lost in the house. She wants to be with us all the time and is holding her bladder real good. We do keep her in a diaper for the few accidents that we have missed, because we don't understand what she wants. (When a dog can't find her way to the door, we get mixed signals). I have found some supplements online that has great reviews for seizures, so I am hoping they will arrive soon so we can start her on them. The vet can give her medicine, but the medicine can be very harmful to the liver and kidneys, which she already has issues with. Mallery has been fighting us a lot lately when we give her the fluid treatments. Because she is eating real good and has a lot of energy, I have cut way back on the treatments. I hope this is a good decision on my part. She seems to know what is about to happen and does not want any part of it. I took her to the vet when she had the strange episodes and had them give her the fluid. The vet had a hard time holding our 5lb baby down to give it to her. She is even eating a supplement that she loved before, and had refused to eat when she got really sick with her kidney failure. Like I have said before, every day is different. Some days I think it might be her last, then she has a change for the good, and we carry on. I believe God is answering my prayers to heal her enough so she can have time in her yard and neighborhood.
|
Hi guys, This post brought me to tears two times for very different reasons. The pictures of Diane and Mallery together on the boat are so beautiful and touching that I cried happy tears. Then reading about her seizers and her struggles in such detail is very hard and I cried tears of sadness. I continue to pray for Mallery and for strength for you and Joe as you face each day with your precious little girl not knowing what the day will bring. Peace be with you all. love Leslie +_+
ReplyDeleteHi Leslie, Sorry to be so slow at responding, but we have been crazy busy trying to get our house ready for company. You are so sweet with your thoughts and support. You are right, and I have the same emotions. Mallery make me smile with her sweet disposition, even though life is a struggle for her. Other days, I wonder if I am making the right decisions. Most the time she seems happy, so then I know I haven't given up on her, and am giving her the patience she needs during her last days, months or years. I believe God is blessing me with more time with her, even though she requires more time than ever, so that I can be ready when it is her time to leave. It is very hard to think of her not being with us. She has been such a huge part of our life. I know this time is preparing me to make it easier, if that is possible at all. I am sure since you have a sweet fur ball companion, you have been or will go through the same thing all of us go through when we have to say goodbye. Thanks again for your love and caring support through this difficult time of life.
Delete